Family & Friends

Lately my life been so lonely but i really like it..maybe i'd been used to it...i really don't think i need someone in my life now...having my family and my friends seems enough for me....sometimes i think why i act like this...my age keep going up but now i really don't think bout marriage and finding a boyfriend now....is it because my heart is hurting a lot before or some other reason..i really don't know....
What i always think lately is bout finding a job,earn some money and help my family...and i also want to collect money to fulfill my dream with my best friend...2013 sound long enough but now time fly so fast...there's no love matter inside my mind now only love for ALLAH SWT,PROPHET MUHAMMAD SAW,m family and my friends....and having their love really makes me the luckiest person in this world...eventhough i'm not perfect but having so much love from my family,makes me perfect....my family complete my life...there's nothing else i need in this world anymore except them....my family...
I will do my very best to help my family and and i will stand strong even i need to face so many obstacles...i won't break down,i won't give up...living in this world really need strong heart,so i need to be just like that..my family and my friends is my everything...i live because of them and i'm willing to lose everything just to have these people i love stay next to me....
Serious relationship like love from guy to woman isn't what i want right now...so i just need to look forward and not to think bout the past anymore..what had been done cannot be undone anymore...i love my family...i love my friends...just don't stop loving me coz you all are my very precious treasure that i have in this world....

20 May 2010...

what a hot day 2day.....it's really hot here at Keningau....i easily get sweat when i walk just for a while....My life is really boring today...same as other days too...sleep very late at night,wacthing some stuff at youtube,waiting for customer to come and blah...blah..blah...it become a routine now...and i really hate it...i really wanna go home and be with my family....play with my lil sister and my niece and also play with my cats....i really miss all that..
today i also eat instant noodles just like the other days too...and i'm sick of it...feels like i wanna puke everytime i eat it....i stil got no money to buy groceries...my uncle just gave me rm10 last week...what can you buy with that smal amount money?...nowadays,all things are too expensive...including groceries....i really wanna quit doing this job..i really don't like it...i really wish my uncle just le work till the end of this month coz i can't stand it anymore....i really hate live alone and far from my family....HATE IT!

It Start Here...........

Last night my bestest friend in the whole wide world call me but her voice sound so sad........she try to hide it but i'm her best friend...no2x...more than friends,i'm like her twins sister...so i know if she sad or happy....on the phone she didn't say it but then she sms me n told me bout it.....
i really don't like this kinda feeling....because if she sad and i'm automatically be sad to...i don't know how to explain this special bond that we have....but i tried my best to calm her down last night and we also make promise to go travel together..not in Malaysia but to another country...so right now,we're preparing ourselves like learn foreign language,learn bout manners,learn bout the culture and also we are now try very hard to earn as much money we can(hehehehe...money is important...)...we both want to spend time together and create good times memory together....
i hope,we can make this dream come true....GOD,please make this dream come true....we want to explore YOUR beautiful world that U create...amin...